I guess the agency made a mistake-they are not Hague approved-just in the process of becoming approved-it doesn't count for us *sigh*. Today I found another set of bi-racial twins due in June but that agency isn't even trying to be Hague approved. Then tonight on the tv we are disconnecting tommorow-a show all about identical twins. I am feeling bombarded by twins! I don't know if it is just coincedence or if God is up to something...but I still really want twins! Is that bad do you think? I mean I would be totally thrilled with just one baby-trust me THRILLED! But I have this little thing in my heart that just won't go away and its this strong want for twins grrr. So I am praying that if this little desire is placed here by God that He would fulfill that desire. If its not-that it would go away!
Anyways -I phoned a spoke with Tina at ABL, she said that there are two birthmoms still looking at our profiles and that they have 12 new birthmoms they are in the process of working with this week-so hopefully it will be our turn again soon! My devotions last night were all about patiently waiting for God to fufill His promises and how He doesn't tell us when He's going to because we might give up before it ever happens. It was such a reminder to me that He is in control and Has our best interests at heart. Thats what I love about God-He KNOWS. I personally hate not knowing things-it drives me nuts! But I get this big dose of comfort knowing that God knows! He knows what is going to happen, He knows what it feels like, and He knows us-what our hearts desires are, how much we can take/can't take.
So here I am once again waiting and trusting that God knows where this adoption is going-who our baby(s) will be, and when they will get here. In the mean time I am busy sewing up a storm, getting caught up on scapbooking, planting my flower beds and playing with my beautiful girls. Life really can be good-even when you are waiting!
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